Recaps & New Year Resolutions

Wow, I can't believe 2016 has come to an end. It seems as if the year has just begun. 2016 was a year of growth and tests for me. This year I went on a mission to find Myself , to figure out who I am and what I want to be in life . I gained so much self confidence in who I am as a person. I used to have very very low self esteem but not anymore, now I know I can do ANYTHING that I put my mind to . Everyone should feel that way. I have learned so much this year and I also have so much to work on .

This year I learned about friendship. I learned that all friendships won't be easy , god places some people in your life to teach you lessons about others and even yourself. I'm a person who feels like I don't need ANYBODY! I feel I can be bad all by myself. I can not stand getting close to people at all , so when I feel as if I'm getting too close to someone I back off , I find any and every reason not to talk to them and to cut them. I put up a wall .

I have some friends that are like sister and brother, family, than they are a friend; and no matter how much we go through, how many times we fall out I couldn't imagine life without them. In 2017 I want to work being a better friend and letting people in . You can't make it through life alone.

I love my family dearly , and this year I learned more about the importance of family .

I'm not a person who shows a lot of emotion so a lot of times I don't like family functions. On my mother and fathers side of the family we have had important people in our life pass away , especially around the holidays; So when I see my family all together I get emotional , wondering what things would be like if our love